So all the people I have encountered in the past week really have gotten to me in one way or another.Some postitive...most others negative.Now I never actually post anything on this but today I am...

I caught up with several people in and out of the bar latley and for the most part it has been good.But then there was Jon...That was an almost frightful incident.I saw the good and the bad of him that night.I was called several things that night by him.Including but not limited to...Slut, Crack/Coke Whore, Loser, Ass Hole.And then was told that I...Had AIDS, Slept with the just about everybody, was going nowhere, that LCC was going to take me nowhere.And a whole lot of other B.S.

Now back in the day that would of been a kick in the balls that would have taken months to recover from...But fortunatley I am together now.And I was most of all...not the one who Jumped into a fucking river...drunk.Nor did I require the assistance of an ex-lover to assist me in getting dressed and dried off after having jumped into said fucking river...I was not the fool this weekend.The only foolish thing I did this weekend was take care of Jon.And help him avoid the effing police.Who were out 4 cars strong looking for him.

So Jon...since I am told that you read my blogs and posts... read this, I was nothing but kind to you this weekend.So if seeing the less fortunate and down trodden help you to see how you supposedly have got it so "good" then take that as another kindness from me.The less fortunate.But just because you have money and are attending a good university doesnt mean you are happy, or are going to be happy.But you have it good right?Its all good when you are soooo angry at someone who loves you.And it always will be...right?

I still care and am still here.Even if you will call me names and hate me.I cant help that.Its abuse I always have and will most likely always will take.So Jon Cunningham, known to most of you out there as J.C., EAT IT!